Title: Sometimes Never, Sometimes Always
Author: Elissa Janine Hoole
Genre: YA, contemporary fiction
Publisher: Flux (November 8, 2013)
Rating: 2/6 – It was okay
Synopsis from NetGalley: Cassandra fears rocking the family boat. Instead, she sinks it.
Assigned by her English teacher to write a poem that reveals her true self, Cassandra Randall is stuck. Her family’s religion is so overbearing, she can NEVER write about who she truly is. So Cass does what any self-respecting high school girl would do: she secretly begins writing a tarot-inspired advice blog. When Drew Godfrey, an awkward outcast with unwashed hair, writes to her, the situation spirals into what the school calls “a cyberbullying crisis” and what the church calls “sorcery.” Cass wants to be the kind of person who sticks up for the persecuted, who protects the victims the way she tries to protect her brother from the homophobes in her church. But what if she’s just another bully? What will it take for her to step up and tell the truth?
My Initial Thoughts/Rambling: In the first fifteen pages of the book, I thought this would be one that really spoke to me and become a new favorite. Instead, my ardor quickly faded into emotionless reading. It started out great, but didn’t end so well. Possible Spoilers Ahead.
Disclaimer: I was given a free ebook of Sometimes Never, Sometimes Always from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
What did I think about the characters? As the story progressed, I liked the main character, Cass, less and less. Every time she made a mistake, she justified it away. “I know this girl is really struggling with her weight, lack of friendships, acne, bad hair, and eczema, but it’s not really my problem, is it? Who cares if I join in on the bullying? It’s her own fault that she’s in this mess.” This, and other situations like it, are pretty much how Cass deals with her problems throughout the book. And she doesn’t really even start to change until the final ten pages – after 350 pages of her whining and illogical justification, it just wasn’t enough to redeem her.
This is one of those books where the secondary characters are far more appealing than the primary characters. Eric, Cass’s brother, is caring, but he’s not afraid to call Cass out on the messes she creates. The same with Darin, the shy artist who sits next to Cass in English class. He’s adorkable. I love that boy – make that a new addition to the literary boyfriend list! I really wish I had been able to see more of Drew, what made her hurt so much and go down the path that she did. Plus, I wanted to know what happened after! She was like a thread that just dropped off and disappeared from the tapestry.
And the concept and plot? The concept was good, what with the over-bearing religious parents and the girl who’s questioning her faith. As a Christian, I really empathized with Cass at first, because I know what it’s like to be unsure in your beliefs, and to have others judging you while you’re trying to figure it all out (just to make this clear: my parents were totally supportive while I worked my crap out). The first scene was the youth group debating secular books, and if they’re Satanic/evil/of the devil. I swear I felt my blood boiling within three seconds, because when I was in 8th grade (about that time period), I had several friends (and their mothers!!!) pull me aside and tell me that I was being lead down the path of sin and hellfire because I read Twilight and Harry Potter. Good times… Anyway, other than that, the rest of the book felt like it was dealing with a lot – bullying, suicide, homosexuality, religion, etc. I think if it focused on one thing and stuck with it, it would have been a lot better.
As far as the plot goes, I enjoyed the story, but felt like it was too long and drawn out. After nearly four hundred pages, I felt like I had read a whole lot of nothing/Cass whining about her situation. Maybe if some extraneous scenes had been cut out, I wouldn’t have turned so sour against Cass and the rest of the story.
What about the writing style? There wasn’t anything wrong with it, but it just seemed like Hoole didn’t have a strong theme/moral at the end of SNSA. With such a wide variety of heavy topics, I kind of expected to feel enlightened or uplifted at the end, but it just didn’t happen. If anything, the theme was celebrating yourself, in which case Cass was a hypocrite, because she does nothing but judge others.
Anything else you’d like to add? Clearly, I didn’t like Cass. After that, it was really heard to enjoy the rest of the book. It had some great elements, and had the potential to be stunning, but it just didn’t pull it together in the end.
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